my second brother ;) ~love give a reward.

i never think that my second brother will go to brunei.
you know what i mean exactly in my heart ?
because he's the only one who will give a present for my birthday.
he will forget my birthday because he will busy with his worked.
thats why i really upset after he make a decision to work at brunei.
something special about him ?
he likes reward if i succeed in my studies like a last sem and pra dip.
when i got that present i will feel happy and confident to study.
but when he went to brunei,i dont have any passion to study.
i think i weak if i lost him.
since im children he was caring about me even he studied at mrsm  kuala terengganu and so far away from our house.
recently he bought me a cute handphone. nokia 6760 slide .

even it is second hand,i will appreciate.